Perplexed

Is it okay to move on?

Move on from someone whom you desperately wanted

Now it feels like a rotten past with a fear of no future ahead

Sometimes there comes a question that why did I let someone hurt me that easily?

Sadly there's no answer to it but

But here comes another question that will you let the same person enter in your life to hurt you again?

Again there's no answer

Sometimes it breaks your self confidence which brings another question that what if I make the same blunder again?

Then you feel like you gotta trust your almighty and suddenly there comes a relief with a belief that not all the person are same!

But your overthinking mind fears to make the same blunder again

Sometimes you decide to give it a time to heal but then again the fear of losing people haunts you

It has been always hard for an introvert to get attach to someone where there's a terrifying fact that once we get emotionally attached we get hurt badly when the person leaves us

No one understands that we introverts don't have bunch of people to feel comfortably connected

Being in a confusing state hurts, sometimes you just wanna get along with a person but then again your overthinking mind gets triggered and you fear to step forward!

There's a saying that it needs time to heal but does it need someone else to heal?

No i'm not stuck in that moment as I feel like I left it a long time ago

And yeah when you feel like you've come ahead, you start questioning yourself that why don't you take an initiative to start a new story!